Thank you Angela. I held on to you during our appointment today, and it really helped me. Dr. Muise said he is a perfectly healthy looking boy and that his measurements were right on. We know you had a hand in this.

We love you.

Dear Baby Girl,

I heard our song the other day on my way home from work. It made me smile. And then I felt a bit guilty. We are so excited and nervous for our appointment today. And I don't want you to think for one minute that we don't wish you were here. We do. Or that your brother will replace you, because he won't. We are hoping that he will bring us so much joy and happiness, and make us better people. We also hope that as he learns about you, and our love for you, he will grow to have love and compassion and be a better person for you.

I'm trying to be positive. I was thinking yesterday that God is teaching us about love and that I only wish it didn't hurt so badly. Unfortunately, love isn't always butterflies and rainbows. Sometimes love is the pain your heart feels when you miss someone so much. I think God gave us you to teach us how much love we have.

Please be with us today. I have our special necklace on, so I know you are close to my heart. Help me get over my nerves and bring me some calm. A good appointment would be the best birthday gift for your father we could ask for.

Look over Daniel, we need his big sister to be his special angel.

All Our Love...